I’ll always be sorry

I know, the days between us

would never be the same again;

What I always wanted the same

is our love and, not that stupid pain.

Yes, I throw my temper on you

when I feel unnoticed ever;

But I can never withstand

your eyes full of unspoken anger.

I was hushed coz I wanted

you to listen to my heart;

I asked your eyes too often

- ‘tell me was it so difficult?’

How pretentious we may feel

each instance, when we walk singly;

Demanding first to be second one

for the glimpse of each other fleetingly.

I won’t tell you to come to me,

yet, today I knocked at your door;

I just wanted to sleep beside you,

but you amazed me with no answer.

Yes, I waited there all alone,

touching the wood many a time;

But the door seemed too stiff,

as if you were on the other side.

Keeping this hope in my mind

that heaven is just one step away;

I will come again with same love

for another fight in a brand new day.

Yes, I do not feel the guilt

when I fight with you,

But I’ll always be sorry

for the days without you.

# I must mention you ani that it is for you only.